Hola, mi amigos! Buenos dias.
I recently had the great privilege of being part of the MX09 missions team to Rancho 3M. I thought I was just going to chaperone my beautiful 17 year-old daughter, to protect her from the drug cartels, but as an afterthought, I asked if my son, James, nearly 15, could come along too. I thought, “OK, kill two birds with one stone, Chris! Take them both to Mexico and your obligation is done!”
Since January, I was very busy with church and life in general.. bills, Alpha, more bills, teaching a high school biology class at co-op, bills, car repairs, gardening, and taking part in various events and classes at church, so Mexico was very far from my weary mind and far from my heart. I also tended to dismiss Mexicans as “nice, but just people who come over the border at night to make lots of money and not pay taxes.”
However, about a month before we were due to leave, Mark mentioned a letter from Dean Adamek, the director at the ranch, and told how two little girls had been dropped off by a friend of their family… Lupita, 7, and Estrella, 6, (Estrella means ‘star’) were full of lice and dressed in dirty clothes. The mother was too sick to care for them. I suddenly had an overwhelming desire to meet those two little girls and to love them like Jesus.
The journey to Mexico was very exciting and we had many adventures along the way and saw some fascinating sights from the air and on the ground. I was surprised to find that crossing into Mexico was very easy if you had food, such as cooked chicken and soda for the guards to enjoy! Mexico was so, so poor and yet so happy and so colorful. The people found joy in little things and seemed content and vibrant. More content than me at times! There was a noticeable difference between the American side of the border and the Mexican side. We went from bland highways with traffic and billboards to laughing people, who sold their wares on the dusty roadside as they hung out with their friends, fixing cars, listening to music, eating, and fellowshipping!
On the Saturday at the ranch, we met all the kids, about forty of them. They loved us and happily accepted our bad Spanish! Sunday, afternoon, I met Lupita and Estrella for the first time, and found they had made friends with my daughter. I discovered they had a very cute little brother with a round beaming face, named, Jesus. He was five! To my great surprise, the father had come to see them and he spent all day with them for two days over that weekend, and he poured out his love to them, and talked to me and some of the teens! He liked us and we liked him. He trusted us and we trusted him.
Well, we loved those forty kids all week, and because I headed-up the Kid’s Camp, I got to spend a lot of time with them. We enjoyed crafts and games, and built two race cars out of boxes and junk. We gave them ‘conchas’ shells and they eagerly took any small token… a cheap pen from the Dollar Tree, a pink or green clothes pin, a plastic coin with George Washington or Abraham Lincoln on the face, a colorful bracelet… we taught them the gospel through these bracelets, and two multi-colored soccer balls… “negro” “black” for ‘pecado/sin’; “rojo”, “red”- “sangre de Jesus”, ‘the blood of Jesus’, “perdon, white, blanca” – ‘for forgiveness’, “green, verde” – ‘growing with Jesus/crece con Jesus’, and finally “amarillo or oro” – yellow/gold for the hope of cielo (heaven, the casa (home) of God!)
On the last afternoon, I found myself in a class room with about twenty-five to thirty children aged 5-12 and we were enjoying each other’s company, communicating in pigeon English and pigeon Spanish… breaking up fights, deterring petty theft and blatant lying. After the kids left the room looking like a grenade-impacted war zone, little Miguel, 7, popped his head around the door and offered to help tidy-up. On his knees he picked up over a hundred lollipop sticks and wrappers. He sorted books, dragged desks and stacked chairs. I thanked him with a big smile, and a book, signed ‘Senor Invierno’.
As I walked to dinner, I saw tiny Jesus, all alone, heading for the dorm and towing a backpack on wheels, which was almost as big as him, and I let out a sob and a prayer, “O Lord, bless that tiny boy and keep him safe!”
Very early the next morning, around 5am, the orphanage girls slept-in, while little boys appeared from the shadows to wave us goodbye. Among them was Jonathan, Gilberto, Miguel, Jose, Christian… and Jesus. As Steve called out urgently for us to get in the vans, I gave Jesus one last hug and kissed him on top of his head.
Who would now care for gentle Jesus? Not me, I was about to go home, back to the comforts of Northern Virginia, back to the green, green grass of home. I found myself weeping at the El Paso airport Burger King over some cold hash browns… and it wasn’t the food that tugged at my heart. I suddenly sobbed uncontrollably on the plane, and hid my head under my blanket. I was reminded that the Lord would take care of all the orphans, just as He has always done. He is a Mighty God and Father and nothing is too difficult for Him! He owns the cattle on a thousand hills… and the burros.
I prayed again, “Lord, if you ever call me to full-time missions, send me to Rancho 3M… and the sooner the better! I am willing to give my all for this place.”
And as for Jesus? I’ll see you next year little buddy, but until then, God keep you in His safe, strong hands! You’ll do fine… and you’ll be better off for now, just where you are.